There are situations that reoccur that are times I used to always drink. I am watching a TV show on the internet in the middle of the day and my husband is not here. Just me and my little girl. Sitting here at the computer, watching a guilty pleasure, ABC show, it feels weird to not be gulping down a drink. It's what I've done many times before. I actually really want to have a drink right now. I want to feel the warmth in my tummy and a little buzz. But I know what would inevitably follow. Another drink. and maybe another after that. One felt great... two feels better... have another... It's what always happened. I don't want that. I will not do it.
14 weeks, 4 days sober.
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